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BANana's
Saturday, September 30, 2006:
I give myself away until there's nothing left
Allenini // 1:58 AM
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Sunday, September 24, 2006:
tonight is one of those nights.... where the knife keeps stabbing...
Allenini // 12:20 AM
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Saturday, September 16, 2006:
I'm not a bad person i just lost my way...
Allenini // 11:53 PM
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Monday, September 11, 2006:
i live in a world of hate and i've learned form an early age to supress my emtions, because when i care too much i hurt the ones around me. So the best i can do is run away and never turn around...
Living at home... being back again, is my mental cryptonite... i look around me and all i see is how life has changed so much from what it used to be... changed from a time when i used to be happy
is it true that from this pain we will grow strong?or is that a fib we say when we just... we just become more jaded...
Allenini // 10:34 PM
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Saturday, September 02, 2006:
the world seems so lonely today...
Allenini // 1:24 AM
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I'm like a VCR.....I'm easily replaced, but not easily fixed....
Do something that i'm proud of... be proud of what i do
Look to the future... but remember the past.
My #1 lesson to anyone... DOn't assume what u don't know... and you don't know anything... everythings constantly changing, be open to addapting to alternate thoughts and viewpoints. Don't be so sure of yourself
I feel like i need to talk to you but for once in my life I don't know what to say.
I feel as if something went horibbly wrong and that i'm the one to pay.
If i were to travel back in time a year from now ... and tell my young self how it would be.
He wouldn't believe me or understand what I see.
I'd beg and beg for him to make the right choice.
So when I returned to the future, I could rejoice.
But instead of revealing myself i'll keep things this way.
And it looks as though this is how it will to stay.
Allen's plans hm...
i needa finish up any projects before the 25th
25th surgery, then after that no more physical activity for a while (6 weeks aprox.)
Chill for a while until the 13th. Then time for boston... be back on the 20th.
It'd be easier to just fly to san diego direct. But Daniel's parents wanted me to help
dan move in.... hm....
ok major dates:
25th Goodbye to my pointy nipple... we had some good times... i'll miss you
13th-20th boston.
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