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BANana's
Wednesday, March 15, 2006:
i wanted to be everything you wanted me to be... i tried so hard... but i failed in the end
Allenini // 5:38 PM
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Thursday, March 09, 2006:
I had a dream... it was a while back. I Dreamt that i was at a house, i think it was my family's home, but we had moved somewhere else, not my current home and all of a sudden, my dad had walked into the house... and i was sooo HAppy that he was back, he explained to me that he had to leave and go into hiding because some bad people or hitmen were after him, so protect our family he left, then as quickly he had come home, he stopped and told us to hide in the attic. The "bad men" broke into the house, and my dad ran out of the house and drove off... I woke up probably crying...
sometimes i wish that dream were true... that maybe... one day he'll be back and that he isn't really gone, just temporarily away
But for that split second... during that dream...i was so happy to see him again.
Allenini // 1:23 AM
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006:
how easily we are forgotten...
Allenini // 4:55 PM
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I'm like a VCR.....I'm easily replaced, but not easily fixed....
Do something that i'm proud of... be proud of what i do
Look to the future... but remember the past.
My #1 lesson to anyone... DOn't assume what u don't know... and you don't know anything... everythings constantly changing, be open to addapting to alternate thoughts and viewpoints. Don't be so sure of yourself
I feel like i need to talk to you but for once in my life I don't know what to say.
I feel as if something went horibbly wrong and that i'm the one to pay.
If i were to travel back in time a year from now ... and tell my young self how it would be.
He wouldn't believe me or understand what I see.
I'd beg and beg for him to make the right choice.
So when I returned to the future, I could rejoice.
But instead of revealing myself i'll keep things this way.
And it looks as though this is how it will to stay.
Allen's plans hm...
i needa finish up any projects before the 25th
25th surgery, then after that no more physical activity for a while (6 weeks aprox.)
Chill for a while until the 13th. Then time for boston... be back on the 20th.
It'd be easier to just fly to san diego direct. But Daniel's parents wanted me to help
dan move in.... hm....
ok major dates:
25th Goodbye to my pointy nipple... we had some good times... i'll miss you
13th-20th boston.
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