BANana's
Wednesday, December 31, 2003:
Fired Up!
Allenini // 12:56 PM
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Monday, December 29, 2003:
www.web-rebatese.com/Linksys
Allenini // 12:29 PM
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Friday, December 26, 2003:
across the universe. bettles fiona apple
walk away. jack johnson
Allenini // 1:37 PM
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Tuesday, December 23, 2003:
To see the trueth....
To choose to be blind...
These are the things that are on my mind....
Allenini // 6:39 PM
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Sunday, December 21, 2003:
Instructors: Prof. George Tynan
Office: 476 EBU2
Phone: 534-9724
email: gtynan@ucsd.edu
Office Hours: W 1:00-4:00
Prof. Anne Hoger
Office: 279 EBU2
Phone: 534-2169
email: ahoger@ucsd.edu
Office Hours: M 12:30-2:30, T 2:00-3:00, W 11:00-12:00
Allenini // 1:26 AM
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Monday, December 15, 2003:
hm... i think its time to move on from this point... perhaps keep a real journal... i've changed... tiffany has taught me so much about life... about being there for someone.... about caring... i think i actually.. perhaps care now... hopefully my robot like emotions will fade.. my stoney heart will be turned back... and perhaps i will begin to open up... and heal. enough of my emotions... they'll be kept in my head from now on. and perhaps let loose when i need to. i remember what it is... to be a friend, to be a good son, to be important to someone and not a wallflower to be admired from a far... and a backcrop of a million other wall flowers.
Allenini // 12:30 AM
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bye bye blogger.
Allenini // 12:17 AM
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Saturday, December 13, 2003:
Hit'n it up with the b-ball or the mall.
Allenini // 2:06 PM
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Friday, December 12, 2003:
write a book on how to live life.
Allenini // 4:40 AM
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I had a few "dreams" the other night.... and it got me realizing what my biggest fear actually is... i've never really known i had a fear until now. I woke up from my dream more filled with feelings than i ever thought my robotic hard drive of a brain could have...
And i realized this... that my biggest fear... is a betrayal of trust. Some people say that being alone is their biggest fear. I dont' mind being by myself. But how can you enjoy the company of a "friend" if you can't trust them?
Allenini // 4:21 AM
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marketbanker.com
Chris, banana republic gift certificate Incase you want to by another ****ing expensive jacket.
payton wave bird
arden...
Fiona
in the end all i could do was worry bout you
Wai shu muh ni chi fu wou.
Ni chi fu wo wou chi fu ni.
Wou chi fu ni ni chi fu ta.
Ju wai shu muh ni you chi fu wou.
- - - - snare
- -- -- - -- hihat
- - bass
lamp
hangers
string
bible
hot chocolate
resolve phone
shaver
pots pans
rice cooker
sega saturn
bean bag chair
String
Chair or wheels.
speakers
for niko too
vcr, dvd tuner
tv
hub, xbox controllers parallel port
nutrition drinks
Leon the professional
toster
blanket jacket.
Bean bag
Visor
Phone
Rebate for netgear
microphone to record
guitar
bass
bass amp
violin
Allenini // 4:18 AM
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The power to believe in yourself.. that is the power to change fate.
Allenini // 4:14 AM
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Wednesday, December 10, 2003:
adversity does not build character, it reveals character
Allenini // 7:02 PM
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Monday, December 08, 2003:
things for christmas :
a journal....
someone to sew up my laundry basket thing.
um.... a smart auntrapaneurial type book about someone successful living the american dream.
Good grades.
Allenini // 10:51 PM
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u'll never know my pain until u've lost someone truely close to you.
Allenini // 10:44 PM
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don't be fake.
Allenini // 10:42 PM
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I am an orchid... watch me bloom... then be picked and turned into drugs and snorted.
Allenini // 10:41 PM
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someone free me from this pain i feel...
Allenini // 5:09 PM
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The dream i never knew.... begins to fade from view.
Allenini // 5:05 PM
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i've had nightmares for the past two days... whats wrong with me.
Do i trust in the phoniness or do i live my life in loneliness.
Allenini // 1:31 PM
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Sunday, December 07, 2003:
from moulin rouge.... "The greatest feeling is to love.. and be loved in return."
Allenini // 1:56 PM
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be strong... you don't have to depend on anyone else.... just depend on God and yourself.
Allenini // 1:53 PM
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biggest fear... being betrayed... i don't mind being alone or having lots of friends... but what are those friend worth if u can't trust them?
i have good friends that i can trust...TIMY
this is for reals.
Allenini // 1:51 PM
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some things aren't worth dying for. Grades are one of them.
Allenini // 1:48 PM
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Saturday, December 06, 2003:
Lord make me an instrument
of Thy peace.
Where there is hatred,
let me sow love.
Where there is injury, pardon.
Where there is doubt, faith.
Where there is despair, hope.
Where there is darkness, light.
Where there is sadness, joy.
O Divine Master; grant that I may
not so much seek to be consoled
as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love;
for it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning
that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying
that we are born to eternal life.
Allenini // 10:16 PM
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is this me? Rev 3:15
Allenini // 10:11 PM
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Friday, December 05, 2003:
It is human nature that assumptions are made in life. IT is only by assumptions that we can live life without worries. Life is more barrable because of assumptions. Assumptions must be made... assuptions that our family will always be there, that our friends will always live in the same neighborhood, that our hands and fingers wont be chopped off in some freak accident in the next hour.
Last week in youth group we were reading some statistics on third world countries like afghanistan. I learned that the death rate of children under the age of 5 ( i think thats the age) ranged from 16 percent to 25 percent. Comparing that to the death rate of children in america (0.8%) that is garganchous. That means if we were living in a third world country, one out of every four of our friends would be dead by now. That our classes of 40 students would have had 10 students die by now. ok enough said bye
Allenini // 12:17 PM
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Wednesday, December 03, 2003:
"Work like u don't need the money. Dance like no one is watching. Love like u've never been hurt."
Allenini // 12:02 AM
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