BANana's

Tuesday, September 30, 2003:

"If a man does his best, what else is there?"
- General George S. Patton

Allenini // 9:09 PM

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Monday, September 29, 2003:

i know i'm the best at being me and doing what i do, but do u?
Allenini // 1:44 AM

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Saturday, September 27, 2003:

Wohenlan: Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a total mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.

SuMo8mE: haah cyzar
SuMo8mE: thats cool
Wohenlan: lol
Wohenlan: u have to put the first and last ltter in the rghit place though
SuMo8mE: i mean.... haha cazry
Wohenlan: lol
Wohenlan: there we go
Wohenlan: now i can understand it
Wohenlan: cyzar just made me think ceaser
SuMo8mE: ceaser?
Wohenlan: i dunno
SuMo8mE: ohhh
SuMo8mE: haha
SuMo8mE: nevermind
SuMo8mE: i was like... pizza.. yum
Wohenlan: hahahah

Allenini // 6:02 PM

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does anybody feel like i do... i cannot help myself... i cant depend on anyone.
Allenini // 3:12 PM

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going to school gets me depressed
Allenini // 12:23 AM

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d'oh... so dunno what to do... too mcuh time gives me too much time to think about crap
Allenini // 12:23 AM

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Thursday, September 25, 2003:

Note to self: Take this quarter seriously.
Allenini // 12:47 AM

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Saturday, September 20, 2003:

Note to su yin: even if you want to resolve things .. there's no garauntee that it'll be "resolved" the way you want it to be. You might end up being even more... bitter. I would just drop it and move on... but thats something i'm good at when i know what i know.

oh yes.. and su yin. one way of getting over something that i learned from Dr. Phil... is write an email about how you feel and stuff to jeff. then once your done getting all your emotions out there.. wait an hour or so. If you still feel unsettled and want to persue sending the email you can do that. or just keep writing more letters that wont be sent.... i'm tired.. goodnight

Allenini // 12:42 AM

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Why i've never liked blogger as a means of a journal:
Its not private... even when u think it is.... its very easy to access someone's "private" blog. I think i accidentally found ians private blog one time... just searching on google. I've never actually read someones blog just because its an invasion of privacy... that and its usually pretty boring.. i mean... uhhh... so maybe i read a little, but eeuhh... AAAAhhhh....

so you minus well keep a txt document on your computer to write in as your journal. It serves the same purpose and keeps it much more secure. OMG... computers are so vulnerable people don't even know.....Just by placing a simple file on someones computer and retreiving their IP address...i could have access to thier hole hard drive. I can even controler their keyboard.... reverse their mouse buttons and open and close their cd rom drive. (trust me... i've done this before) ... but then i realized that i wasn't the only one that could do it. other random people could access that persons computer too.... and i didn't want to play with matches any longer.

in conclusion... the safest journal... is the one in your brain... unless you talk in your sleep... otherwise you can write stuff in a normal journal to take it off your mind... but then someone could just open and read your journal when your not looking... so... in the end... uh... just don't think too much..? but think enough to be intelectual... but don't over think beyond intelectual to stupidity

Allenini // 12:31 AM

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Friday, September 19, 2003:

Peace out walnut creek... take it easy, don't change too much while i'm away.
Allenini // 10:40 PM

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Wait... maybe she said she'd give it to me if i got straight A's.... euhhhh....
Allenini // 10:17 AM

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Thursday, September 18, 2003:

orion moved today, i was trying to find it , but i couldn't find it. Life is hard.... when nothings going your way. I know you have a lot to offer and i've never doubted that. You are not a no body, you are an awesome friends to those you care about. You put smiles on everyone and you bring a retarded laughter to even the most stern of people. You lighten any situation and bring joy to many.
Allenini // 11:45 PM

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My moms friend gave me a necklace today and said that it would give me straight A's... i hope it works
Allenini // 11:31 PM

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Note to self:
assume responsibility for your life...

Allenini // 6:42 PM

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I really need to start trying... but i forget how.
I don't remember the last time i actually tried.





When life gives you a fact you can choose either to accept or reject it.

Allenini // 6:30 PM

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Tuesday, September 16, 2003:

So... uh oh... i just found out my "private" blog is not so private.... LoL
Well atleast i can do stuff like this heheh.

Hey Su Yin,
Sorry if Kevin and I were ganging up on you today. It was all in good nature, but i might have over stepped it. Mah B. once again.
Allen

Allenini // 3:23 PM

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OMG greatful is actually spelled... grateful......;alwkjglzng;awlekgt
Allenini // 12:06 AM

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Monday, September 15, 2003:


If you wanna see what this commic is really about go here
http://www.pineappleroad.net
Allenini // 9:58 PM

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Quanta Vangaurd.....

Eminem allen is back
"many people around the world are living in a box , but i'm not one of those people cuz i'm clever like a fox. Everyone wishes that they could be me. Living life free and see what i see."

Allenini // 9:38 PM

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OK so blogger is pretty stupid. Anyways crappos... BLARG!

i posted a checklist of things i want to do basicly:
Phantom of the opera (i always type Phantom of the oprah... glargle desune)
Go on a cruise
Some day go snow boarding and skiing again :-See Contra costa ballet presents the nutcracker

Goals:
Workout 3 times a week
Eat 3 times a day
Get straight A's

Allenini // 1:11 AM

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Hey sorry guys... i'm booting you off my blog, i need my own private space back again. THANKS ! It was fun sharing it with u guys over the summer...
Allenini // 12:49 AM

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Uh... ok someones having a little too much fun with that... LoL calm.... down su yin... we all have established that u like big butts, so there's no reason to fuss about it.
Allenini // 12:23 AM

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Sunday, September 14, 2003:

NOooOooOoo....I DID NOT. it was an imposter. NAMED ...ALLEN!!!NELLa....lol...that can be a girls name...nella...bwahahah allennella! hahahah
susupop // 3:57 PM

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why would i make it up? it is something u would say cuz u said it!
Steph // 3:39 PM

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yea right. forkon you
susupop // 2:05 PM

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No... i tend to think you would say that type of thing su yin.
Allenini // 12:05 PM

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hehe....shuddap steph!! I DID NOT SAY THAT. for all anyone else knows.....that could have been made up by YOU!!!
susupop // 12:17 AM

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Saturday, September 13, 2003:

susupoppy: i like big butts
susupoppy: bwahahahah

had to post it SOMEWHERE. bwahaha.

Steph // 9:55 PM

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umm yeah i shud stop reading pples blogs. i hate hearing about all the fun junk they're doing cuz i barely have enuff time to do hwk. hmph. they're parents are WAY too easy on them. gRRR.... blast. i dont wanna audition on monday!! fjdskljfdsgjklds
Steph // 6:36 PM

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Aahhh thanks for the info on the desune! i'll be askign you again in about a week when i forget again. So u'r looking for stuff to do? If u wanna go look at the sun set, i know a good place to go near Ygnacio road. Plus u wont have to be out as late compared to star gazing.
Allenini // 1:00 PM

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desune is kind of a question thingy...like...if u say soh desune? that means....is that so? Hehe...iono. Yea....reading pplz blogs really pisses me off cuz of all the fun they're having. iono why i feel so bitter. it's like...BAH why are you having so much fun!! GRRRRR. Like the whole star gazing thing. i've always wanted to do that....n they are and i'm not. lol. man...i am way too bitter. and mean sometimes too. it's like....NOoOoo you can't do that because I wanted to do that!!! But then again....that's kinda the way I am with certain things. Their parents are way too nice for letting them stay out so late. BAH. U kno what we should do...hehe...i heard about this from other pplz....like....on fridays they go out to breakfast be4 school....i think that would be kinda fun. if we didn't hafta wake up too early tho. but kevin was symphonic band tho....so that sux...lol. OoOhh...yea that would be fun. We could go at like...7 and then eat till like...7 40 then go to school. Hm...what other stuff is fun to do? iono....i'll think of more stuff later.
susupop // 12:23 PM

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sometimes all u can do is let go....and just let it be

TOKYO Gonji deste aki desunE!
i forget what i came on blogger to write, so i decided to right mumbo jumbo . What does Desuneh mean in japanese anyways? Me and my friend niko always say it when were "conversing" in japanese. LoL

Allenini // 12:46 AM

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what u mean eww cheesecake! cheesecake is SO GOOD! :D hmm yeah lotsa pple are annoying... BAH! i haven't been in the best mood all week. the more stress n crap i hafta deal with the more bitter i get. hmph. and why do i even bother reading other pples' blogs? i'm just gonna end up pissing myself off after reading about what a great time they had doing whatever. gRR... if ne one said they had too much time i'd strangle them...
Steph // 12:13 AM

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Friday, September 12, 2003:

ew..cheesecake...yuck. did u even eat it?? bleh. i'm soo bored...not doing anything tonight OR tomorrow....blah. I have some hw tho...so I guess i should do that. =( You know what...some pplz really annoy me....how do ppl not let things like that get to them? cuz it always pisses me off so much....hrm.
susupop // 8:34 PM

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Thursday, September 11, 2003:

So i went to the cheese cake factory today. and i ordered a slice of cheese cake to go : "White chocolate rasberry truffle" and i was gonna give some to you steph... but ... i don't think its gonna get there.
Allenini // 11:26 PM

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Wednesday, September 10, 2003:

It's ok...i'm used to it... i forgive her. Human nature has always let me down.... a lack of patience... and a lack of faith
Allenini // 11:17 PM

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umm... that's forking dedrater. stupid stupid girl. i don't think she's really genuine... at all.
Steph // 10:28 PM

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hmm yea...that's kinda jacked up. a fling?? hrm (hehe) i don't think you want to be with a girl who wants to have "flings" if ya know what i mean. seems like she's not really ready for a commitment or anything.
susupop // 4:12 PM

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Tuesday, September 09, 2003:

what do u guys think?
Allenini // 7:10 PM

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ALiuzer: OMG liz
ALiuzer: i just found out the girl that liked me is going out with someone from riverside now
ALiuzer: LoL
AI: whaaaa???
AI: OMG that bitch!! what happened?!
ALiuzer: she said she wanted a fling
ALiuzer: how should i feel?
AI: uhm.. what do you feel?
AI: id be angry if i were you, and id fucking knock her stupid head off
AI: that doesnt make any sense though.. cuz it sounded like she was sooo into you
AI: i dont get it
ALiuzer: she said... cuz i didn't make a move
ALiuzer: something like that
ALiuzer: i dunno
AI: pch, poor excuse
ALiuzer: what can i say to that?
ALiuzer: should i still be her friend?
AI: then you dont wanna be with someone like that anyway
ALiuzer: yeah i guess she blew it
AI: she did blow it
AI: well by no means are you obligated to be her friend
AI: and after that i dont know why you would want to
AI: but it would make you the better person
ALiuzer: aww..
ALiuzer: i'm glad ur my friend liz
AI: awhh im glad youre my friend
ALiuzer: i dunno what i'd do without u
ALiuzer: hehe
AI: that's really bitchy though. i cant believe her
AI: lol, i dunno what id do without you

Allenini // 7:09 PM

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I think i'll visit my dad tomorrow...
Allenini // 2:27 AM

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"... and thus my goals and motivations are born out of pain and a certain sense of hopeless urgency."
Allenini // 1:46 AM

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Monday, September 08, 2003:

oh yea my baking powder expired lol. so u hafta buy that, hehe. ummm yea sorry! i dont want you to spend so much money....heh.
susupop // 10:12 PM

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woooaah you guys have talked a lot since i temporarily died. hahaha. guess my responses to stuff would be too old now, so i won't bother cuz rite now i'm lazy. (and i wanna watch tv! ;p) no fair u guys r making cake! when ur doin that i'll prolly be... hungry, THIRSTY, stressed, tired, and sweaty... what a great combo.
Steph // 10:10 PM

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oh yes...cake ingredients:

2 sticks butter (1 cup)
1 1/2 cups sugar
4 eggs
2 tsp vanilla extract
2 1/2 cups flour
2 tsps baking powder
1/8 tsp salt
1 cup milk
5 1-ounce squares semi-sweet chocolate
1/2 cup sour cream
1/8 tsp salt

i have vanilla extract n baking powder if u don't have those. umm...yea...

susupop // 5:57 PM

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Yeah... just because its someones reputation is to behave a certain way doesn't make it acceptable.
Allenini // 5:54 PM

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freakin A....i think my friends are so jacked up and stupid sometimes. just can't stand being around people that i used to think were actually COOL. How can people be so one-sided...so stubborn...bah. Grrr....why does it always boil down to the same thing time after time....one word. one person. one stupid jacked up raging testosterone guy....named JEFF. what a fucked up little boy...i don't see why anyone wants to be friends with him. how can you be friends with someone on such a fake level? If you don't like somebody...don't talk to them. Grrr....what you see on the outside isn't always the truth. I guess i should be glad that i see the truth now and am not in the darkness anymore....but why the hell don't all my other friends see him for what really is?? I'm not saying he should go die or anything...but he seriously needs to change himself or at least TRY not to be such a prick that only thinks with his you know what. he needs to learn how to tell the fucking truth and stop lying to others AND to himself. I blame it all on him too. It's all his fault for making me bitter and angry and feeling like a left out loser in the group. sirama says that we were all friends on a "fakeness" level, and that is why we broke off into our separate groups. I suppose that's true for some people in the group...but not for everyone. I guess it's good jeff has such a nice friend who will stand by him to the end. even if he is such a jacked up little boy. i think he deserves whatever he gets because he sure as hell needs to learn that there are consequences for the things that he does. i just don't see how other people can think that this behavior is acceptable. sirama (or maybe it was ina) told kevin "it's jeff....you could have seen that coming." So does that still make it right for him to be harrassing girls?? wtf .... some people are SO blind. how can ANYONE think that that behavior is acceptable. i just don't see it...don't see it at all....
susupop // 5:44 PM

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Sunday, September 07, 2003:

So yesterday had bondfire at beach.. people drank.. i didn't, i had burger king instead, roasted marshmellows. Got back around 3 called tiff talked about ... stuff until 5 and then slept. woke up at 10 to go to church went to lunch with my mom for her b-day... so next few days i'm gonna be dragged around by her for a while cuz its her b-day. I'm gonna take her to gharadheli's later for some ice cream.. heeheh mMMMmmm...
Allenini // 3:12 PM

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Eemmm.. i think my mom likes plain simple cakes... that are easy to make. LoL and nothing too sweet. iono whatever that is.
Allenini // 2:57 PM

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okay for the cake...do u want to make....chocolate frosted layer cake...which is like...white cake with chocolate frosting, best-ever chocolate cake...which has hella chocolate, hehe, caramel layer cake...which is the same as chocolate frosted layer cake...cept it has a different frosting, hmm.....yea or we could just make a cake from mix, bwahahah. those taste pretty good too, hehe. what kinda stuff does ur mom like?
susupop // 10:53 AM

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Saturday, September 06, 2003:

haha...stupid jeff....i almost feel sorry for him. hmm...almost. HAHAHAHAHHAHAa. I'm evvvviiilll. >=)
susupop // 11:58 PM

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OMG...u kno what i realized....my dad's bday is on tuesday too! lol...they have the same bday! that's freaky....n chern and steve have the same bday too...LoL....weeeiirrddd. Maybe we can make 2 cakes, hehe.
susupop // 8:58 PM

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Ok so susupop, can you come over on tuesday then? What... ingredients should I get before hand. HEHhehe i feel like sucha cheff now... "ingredients.." hahaha. Yeah i'll just tell my mom we're gonna do some physics or something. OH yeah.. speaking of which the ball problem. So The ball leaves the hand lets say with an initial velocity of 20 m/s and goes straight up. The instance the ball leaves the hand, it experiences the force of gravitiy pushing down on it. The balls velocity begins to decline.. 19 .. 18 ... 17 m/s until it reaches the peak of its height. At the top of its hight (sp someone?) the balls velocity is 0. BUTTTTT... THERE"S STILL DOWNWARD ACCELERATION of gravity. Sometimes people forget that. They say that once the ball reaches 0 velocity there's no more downward acceleration, but thats impossible because if that were the case, every time u threw a ball into the air , it'd get stuck at its peak and just stay up there ... floating around... like a little cloud... hundreds of them everywhere in the sky ... just sitting there.. not downwardly accelerating. Dang those balls in the sky!! DANG YOu!!! Anyways.. i digress So once it reaches 0 velocity the ball begins accelerating downward again. The speed constistantly speeds up in the in the negative direction... 1m/s 2 ... 3.. until it hits 20m/s. at that point its reached its original velocity and is in the same position as when it started.. back in the hand... unless the hand has moved or something. So i got a question... can speed be negative... and can velocity be negative, whats the difference? i remember one of them... can't be nevative i dont' think. So whats the difference between average speed and average velocity.
Allenini // 1:02 PM

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Friday, September 05, 2003:

haha yea...i kno what u mean. actually amaris asked kevin if they could talk n kevin said after school...but he had drum line practice after school...so yea, i don't think they ended up talking.
susupop // 11:30 PM

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and its also funny how on su yins blog amaris never responded to kevins question. For once amaris has nothing to say... AHahaha OOOooooohhhh.
Allenini // 10:26 PM

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Yeah and stephanie, u see that quote susu just put up? that pertains the situation jeff put himself into... LoL Damn no wonder i'm so good at guess who. STupid alfred... its ALWAYS YOU. <~~ to susu
Allenini // 10:11 PM

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"Every person has free choice. Free to obey or disobey the Natural Laws. Your choice determines the consequences. Nobody ever did, or ever will, escape the consequences of his choices.
Alfred A. Montapert"

susupop // 9:46 PM

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hahaha yeah. i was jus gonna say... wow allen, i never woulda thot that he was talking about susu. ummm byeee!
Steph // 9:34 PM

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Oh ohh...I KNOW HOW!!!!!! hehehe...i can go over tuesday after school or something. hehe...i loooveee baking!! Yay. oh yes...to the thing on jeff's blog...i had no idea that it was directed at me....omg..i can't believe i totally missed that, lol. NEways....he needs to find the courage to apologize to ME. it's his fault. Most of my actions are reactions to others. Once he apologizes...i'll figure out what to do then. he doesn't even deserve to be my friend anyways. jackass.
susupop // 9:24 PM

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My moms b-day is on tuesday... does anyone know how to.. bake a cake?
Allenini // 6:45 PM

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Thursday, September 04, 2003:

OH yeah, everyone watch news radio on UPN at 10:30!!! In other news, I have the feeling of impending doom.
Allenini // 9:41 PM

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Wednesday, September 03, 2003:

wow... that view's beautiful. hehe. looks like some professional pic of the bridge. got the moon n the pink clouds n everything! ;p i like ur crabbin pix too. didn't get to check out the videos tho cuz i hafta get off soon. skool was eh. i wrote a lil more about it in my blog, but since i'm lazy n tired i'm not gonna elaborate. instead i think i'll go shower. :D
Steph // 10:32 PM

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HEre's some pictures of when i went crabbing:
http://dev.asg.northwestern.edu/~daw007/gallery/view_album.php?set_albumName=album31&page=1

This is the view from the port, we were like right under whatever bridge this is:


And then after the sun set:

Allenini // 8:54 PM

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"Trust in me like I would trust in you. Close your eyes and my love will see you through...
Allenini // 4:49 PM

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WAh wah Duh email...
Allenini // 12:29 AM

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Wow... he goes through girls like sets of clothes. I think i'm gonna stop reading his blog, its pretty pointless... things are so trivial in his world. Its like reading the journal of a robot trying to learn how to be human. Its like one test after the other. See mistake, learn from mistake, move on. Maybe its a little harsh but whatever, i'm tired, and tiredness brings out lots of random babble. now that i think about it.... why DO i read peoples blogs? Oh yeah .. su yin. that comment on his blog. uh something like. I'm waiting here, ready whenever you are or whatever... what u think is not what i think. That was directed towards you su yin. He's waiting for things to be resolved between you two basicly. Did u realize that? I see things around me so clearly... yet i still can't see whats in front of me. I'm hopeless I need some guidence. How was u'r guys first day o school? <3 u guys.... i'm out
Allenini // 12:29 AM

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Tuesday, September 02, 2003:

If life doesn't give you a second chance, do you beat life up? or do you just accept your fate?

I chose the former. Why am i so weird? i've always realised that i was different... but i'm just starting to learn how different i really am. so apparently people wash their faces. The only time i wash my face is if water happens to splash on it in the shower. Maybe thats why i have so many pimples and am so ugly. LoL that sux

Allenini // 10:52 PM

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*Do you*

Like to give hugs: i don't usually give hugs. jus to pple im close to.
Like to walk in the rain: i dont like cold rain
Sleep with or without clothes: hmm very little clothes?
Sleep on tummy, side, or back: all three
Think you’re attractive: daym straight!
Have any crushes: maybe?
Want to go to college: umm well i'm in college... but i guess i'd rather not be
Like(d) high school: it's eh
Believe in yourself: occasionally
Have any tattoos: well actually...
Have any piercings (if so, where): no, but...
Get along with your parents: yes

Steph // 1:17 PM

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hey i kno that song....it's in chinese with korean rapper guys, huh? hehe...anyways...yea bbq was fun. funny pictures n ALL that FOOD...omg...still have a lot of chicken leftover. hehe...im thinking about making fried rice with the sausages...ohh....sooo good. school tomorrrow....blah. doesn't feel like summer's over yet...but i suppose i had a decent break. hmm....i dunno what i'm gonna wear either...

*Have you ever*
Had someone be unfaithful to you: nope
Stayed home on a Saturday night just because: oh yea...ALL THE TIME
Been in love: i dunno....maybe
Shoved stuff under the bed to make your room look clean: no...i just let it sit there and collect dust. that or i shove stuff into boxes n put it in my garage....then bug susu to take all my junk and pretend liek they're "valuables" hahahahha
Been in a hospital, not visiting: yea....my boob still hurts =(
Went out with more than one person at a time: of course not!!
Ever loved someone so much it made you cry: um....sure?
Hated yourself: naw...i love myself...i'm sshhhpecciaall.
Been brokenhearted: i guess so....*sniff*
Given into peer pressure: yea...there was that time when...and then when...oh yea...n also that other time when...
Drank: um....nes
Smoked: nope....or at least i hope not...


susupop // 10:51 AM

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http://www.geocities.com/Athens/atlantis/5055/cantwait.html
Allenini // 12:25 AM

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Monday, September 01, 2003:

Yes good bbq, sorry i couldn't stay longer, but thanks for inviting me anyways! i feel special . And not that retarded kind of special... Anyways. I ended up going home, then we went to the mall, didn't buy anything cuz i never do. Then went to the great wall buffet or whatever its called (they're getting their name changed cuz of something lagistics about "great wall" and its gonna be call "great china buffet" or something like that.) Then we played some card game called something.... i forget. But its another one of those "Pairing " type games cept with 3 'sets" I"m tired goodnight.
peace

Allenini // 10:57 PM

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hahaha sorri bout ur umm nipples. maybe they'll.. move back? hrm... :D

yes we have complicted ur language a bit... well i say krejs instead of skrej n i say dedrater instead of dratered cuz... iono! hahaha. bbq was awesome susususus. thanks! sorri bout my head hurting. baH!

continuing with the survey...

*Favorites*

Music: i love it all!
Color: blue blue blue. even baby blue is nice
Subject in school: umm i like after school when i can come home n sleep
Weekend activity: sleeping, randomly going to vincent's house
Ice cream flavor: umm pistachio? naw...
Toothpaste: yes i prefer to use toothpaste when i brush my teeth
Favorite movie: shaolin soccer! ;p
Favorite outfit: i love my sweats!
Song: too many
Actress: hmm how bout favorite singer?
Actor: iono
Singer: BEYONCE! n justin. bwahaha
Group: who needs a group when u got beyonce?
Food: mmm... i'm hungry. didn't get to eat lunch.
Drink: can't drink too much of ne thing that has milk! >.<

Steph // 9:55 PM

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i'm still distraught about my nipples
Allenini // 12:04 PM

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Ok i'll prolly be there arond 2. cuz my cousin said she';d be here after 2... so i'll just... leave... when they come... iono w/e
Allenini // 12:03 PM

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OMG... my nipples are crooked!
Allenini // 12:40 AM

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I'm like a VCR.....I'm easily replaced, but not easily fixed.... Do something that i'm proud of... be proud of what i do Look to the future... but remember the past. My #1 lesson to anyone... DOn't assume what u don't know... and you don't know anything... everythings constantly changing, be open to addapting to alternate thoughts and viewpoints. Don't be so sure of yourself
I feel like i need to talk to you but for once in my life I don't know what to say. I feel as if something went horibbly wrong and that i'm the one to pay. If i were to travel back in time a year from now ... and tell my young self how it would be. He wouldn't believe me or understand what I see. I'd beg and beg for him to make the right choice. So when I returned to the future, I could rejoice. But instead of revealing myself i'll keep things this way. And it looks as though this is how it will to stay.

Allen's plans hm... i needa finish up any projects before the 25th 25th surgery, then after that no more physical activity for a while (6 weeks aprox.) Chill for a while until the 13th. Then time for boston... be back on the 20th. It'd be easier to just fly to san diego direct. But Daniel's parents wanted me to help dan move in.... hm.... ok major dates: 25th Goodbye to my pointy nipple... we had some good times... i'll miss you 13th-20th boston.
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