BANana's
Thursday, July 31, 2003:
i thought this deserved to be posted. My friend's b/f is at war over in the middle east and this is a letter he wrote for her:
"Hey Lily,
I miss you very much. I can't believe I thought I would be home by now. I hate it here. I am starting to think this is the rest of my life, like I am doomed to wander the earth doing shit I don't want to do, seeing things I don't want to see. If I ever have kids I hope they never go to war, I don't want kids at all now. What if they go and don't come back. Fuck that. I had a dream I was home today. I was in my room and my mom was calling me down to eat. But then a mine blew up and woke me up, I think the heat set it off. I hope you are doing fine. How is everything back home where kids don't get legs blown off and everyone is safe. I can't believe home is like that, worry free, no one is going to kill you, no one to watch for, no reason to carry a rifle or gun or gas mask. I can't wait to get home where there is no sand storms, only fog and rain. Damn I miss nice weather."
Allenini // 8:56 PM
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Wednesday, July 30, 2003:
Hehe, i think my legs are getting better.. wanna go again?!?. lol ... maybe not for a while.
Allenini // 8:30 PM
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Tuesday, July 29, 2003:
*sniff sniff* .... hehe, anyways, i'm not mad. but yea....im so bored right now....and my legs hurt a lot too wah..
susupop // 11:23 AM
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OOops i forgot tiff reads this page sometimes, and the gift is supposed to be a suprise. hehe so i had to take down that post
Allenini // 12:12 AM
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Monday, July 28, 2003:
aww nice gift idea. hehe. i haven't seen or heard from marilyn in a LONG time. :/ susu! iono how i blocked u, but somehow i did. i swear i didn't tho! stupid comp. blahfhafjdl. k well i'm off. i'll see if i can find somethin interesting to bring home for u guys. :) later gaters. <3
Steph // 11:01 PM
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haha u weirdo. yay i'm bored... oh hey didja figure out what ur gonna get for tiffany yet? i kno! something pink. bwahaha... wooo i'm a dork. :D
Steph // 11:07 AM
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Sunday, July 27, 2003:
LoL yeah... i dunno why it was "banana's :df" in the first place. So if you were wondering what the 'df' stood for, thats a good question cuz i would like to know too. lol and then it changed to banana fork somehow... crazy blogger with a mind of its own.
Allenini // 10:42 PM
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wooo i finally decided to join ur bananana fork. wasn't it called banana's: df before or somethin? what haaauponed? lol. hum di dum... i don't think i can add ne thing interesting to this rite now cuz i'm bored and i am boring! weehee!
Steph // 10:07 PM
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Saturday, July 26, 2003:
LoL maybe monday then... maybe... LoL
I saw this in Liz kellog's Info. Makes sense to me:
" The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before. "
Allenini // 6:38 PM
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I guess i didnt wake up early enuff to go running...harhar...lazy ass me. =D
susupop // 11:05 AM
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Tuesday, July 22, 2003:
Leaving the old... to welcome the new.
Remembering the faith of so few.
Allenini // 11:00 PM
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Saturday, July 19, 2003:
LoL or... your mom was being sarcastic and actually does NOT want me to ask you
Allenini // 8:21 PM
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Friday, July 18, 2003:
Hehe...I told my mom that you were working at the new theater...and that you can bring 2 guests for free....and she was like...soo...when's he gonna ask you to see a movie? hehe...so i guess that means she won't hate you if you ask me! lol....and then she wanted me to work there too...i was like...ehh...no....ehhh...
susupop // 8:04 PM
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Tuesday, July 15, 2003:
Training was basicly sitting there listening to people talk on how to do stuff like cashregister.... being nicee.... upselling (recomending customers to buy larger sizes). Yeah so if u wanna watch any movies let me know.
Allenini // 2:54 PM
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Monday, July 14, 2003:
Haha...good luck! What do you do at training?? Hm........today's monday....and u posted that friday...hmmm...ssooo....i'm back now. took us a while to drive....7 hrs....dang....we stopped a lot too cuz my mom woke us up at 4 30 to leave....@_@ i will take a nap now...
susupop // 12:36 PM
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Friday, July 11, 2003:
The new theatre opens... on the 25th so i guess i start work then? iono training starts tomorrow morning 8:00 woohoo. Yeah San Eiego gets pretty foggie in the morning sometimes, its cool. Hope u'r having fun over there. Tell me how it compares to UCLA.

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I guess its somewhat true.. iono... is it just me or is the english kinda ghetto fobulouse? WTH i hate my chinese symbol now i always get the retarded ones... must be a sign...that sux
Allenini // 9:21 PM
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Ahhh internet....finally....two days w/out a computer...EVIL!! Im at ucsd library right now....it's so cool how outside is buncha mirror and stuff! And this place has got like...everything. Now if there was a cafeteria in here that would be even better....but yea, no eating in the library. haha. Im going to the beach soon. I got here yesterday evening and all the fog was coming in....i didn't know it gets so foggy!! I wish u were here so u could show me around....instead of just wandering around with my (fighting) parents. =\ anyways, i'll ttyl when i get back! (monday prolly)....oh yes, good work on getting the job. 8 dollars isnt too bad. When do u start work? Hehe....can u sneak me in?? hehehe....yes...
susupop // 12:40 PM
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Thursday, July 10, 2003:
Oh yeah... suyin... i just found out the events i'm swimming. 50 free 50 froggie and 100 free. Which are equivilant to 2 laps 2 laps and then 4!!!! thats 4 forking laps... IN A ROWW! i'm gonna drown. And then i'm also doing long jump and tripple jump. Mmmuuustt.. traiiin ... harder!! Does anyone know how to do a tripple jump?
Allenini // 4:24 PM
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haha hope u had fun in SoCal. GO UCSD!!!! TRITOOOONSSSS... j/k
I Got the job! 8.00 an hour... its alright i guess not bad. They say i'll have 20-40 hours a week. So i figure... 20 * 8 ... 160$ a week? minimum. Is that right? sounds like a little much. so if i work for 6 weeks that almost 1 k. If i invest that 1k min. If i earn 1.5k i'll invest 1.0k into stocks and mutual funds or a bank for interest. Then... 100 -200 for....remodeling my house which in turn will raise the value ... i'd say 1-2k. D--- the house is gonna look so nice. No ones probably gonna notice though. hahah. Ok so now i have 300 dollars left over so i'm gonna invest it into a subwolfer for the house. Enough economics. Back to watching pokemon.
So if they throw their pokEballs everytime they want their pokemon to attack, and it never shows them picking the pokEballs back up. does that mean they use disposable pokEballs? That must cost a lot of money.
Aw man .. i forgot about taxes. maybe i wont invest any of my money and just spend it all. HAHahahahahhhrrrrr
Allenini // 4:21 PM
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Wednesday, July 09, 2003:
Leaving for SoCal in a few hours!! Hmm...hopefully I'll have fun. GL at ur interview! Haha....it's all about the money....bwahaha. OKay, eyb....ttyl when i get back! pEaCE
susupop // 4:30 PM
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Tuesday, July 08, 2003:
It kinda creeps me out that most of the models on that site are chicks... is there some sort of pharonic female ora i give off about my self or something? cuz i dunno what the heck is up.
Allenini // 10:19 PM
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So... today i went swimming with susu. was fun, but i needa forking train harder LoL. We started out wanting to do like 30 short laps... and then it went to 20... and then in the end we did like 10. LoL so then we decided to take a break and ended up sitting in the baby pool for the rest of the time.. haha. So yeah.. swimming everyday till the 20th. Tomorrows my interview, so i gotto dress up and stuff. shaved.... and now i needa think about how i'm gonna answer the questions they ask me. (by the way.. the inteview is for a movie theatre job... LoL ).
i got another email from that modeling person again... geeze
Hello,
How are you? How is school? Are you ready to join Venus Models Online we would love
to have you. Well right now it's only a flat rate of $150 dollars to join and if
you want to do this go to http://www.venusmodelsonline.com/join.php and fill out
all the forms it will be well worth it. I look forward to working wth you. if you
have any questions give us a call 323-692-8160 Thanks
Venus/President
I have no money leave me alone! Woah.. and my computers acting up so i better post before it dies.
~luv in Him
+<3
Allen
Allenini // 10:17 PM
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Monday, July 07, 2003:
The beauty of ones appearence will eventually fade, but the beauty of ones personality will last a life time.
In this crazy and hectic world we live in ... i hope that one day i will find a women that will put balance and harmony into my life.
"When i die... i want to be barried face down.... so anyone who doesn't like me can kiss my ass. " Red from that 70's show.
Allenini // 10:30 PM
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Thursday, July 03, 2003:
one thing i've realized from my fathers death... is that the pain of losing a loved one never really goes away. It's not like you go on living your life the same and you eventually forget. The pain lingers you learn to deal with it and accept it.
I had a dream this morning... between 9 and 10 am. I remember because i woke up at 9 and saw that i had one more hour to sleep.... so i drifted away again. To a place where my mind answers the questions i ask myself and in it i was happy... i was so happy i began jumping up and down as high as people's heads... and then i jumped and landed on edward galvez and i fell.... and when i got up ... i saw my father smiling. and old aged man... that was merely skin and bones and i began to panic... i don't even know why. I got down and the ground and stared at his shoes... then his legs.... and i asked the people that were around.. "Do you see this man standing here?" and they said "yes." i didn't want to believe them.... cuz i knew that i if my dad was really there.... it meant i was dreaming. My dad responded "Well if they see me, it must be true." But i didn't believe. i knew that once i woke up he would be gone and i would be by myself again... laying in my bed.
I tried not to let my mom hear me crying... being that she was sleeping in a bed next to me. But i think she heard anyway... because when i woke up she kept telling me she loved me in chinese...
Allenini // 12:09 AM
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